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“Man is condemned to freedom”—Sartre said that. Every day, we are being chosen. We are being chosen for the freedom to choose. Just as I breathe, today I process the material. Is this work, joy, escape, or perhaps an extension of the revelation God has given me? No one knows. I don’t know either. They say reason and erections are born from the same brain. If that’s the case, who could blame me for this restless state of mind? What I see before my eyes is a perfect body. A methodical procedure, unhesitating actions, the silence of a woman who cannot resist. The old man’s aesthetic sensibility has reached the realm of art. I used to hate it. But before I knew it, I was worshipping it. They say contempt is the flip side of admiration—and that’s exactly it. My whole body is reacting to the raw material of a man I once thought was “the worst.” It’s as if my body forgave him before my soul did. “Righteousness” died inside me a long time ago. My father’s voice, telling me, “You mustn’t lie,” still echoes in my ears. But Dad, I don’t want money. I just want to “see” it. The “raw material of immorality,” right before my eyes. With everything I’ve got. If that’s a sin, then I’ve already been punished. Every night, all alone. By entering this industry, my credibility has crumbled like a sandcastle. If the world found out, “Die” would be spray-painted on my door, cashiers at convenience stores would turn their faces away from me, and notifications from dating apps would fall silent forever. But even so, I’ll upload again today. The footage—no, my soul. This act is now a ritual of self-destruction and an offering of rebirth. The women were astonishingly perfect. The curve of their backs, the angle of their legs, the contours of their faces. I stare intently as they begin to crumble. And I hold my breath. Beauty resides in destruction. This old man knows that. Why do people get excited by footage like this? No, who decided we shouldn’t get excited? The law? Ethics? Or “common sense”? “Common sense is nothing more than a pile of prejudices accumulated by the age of 18.” —Einstein said so too. Today, as I drown in a sea of prejudice, I bring you this “ethically despicable, sexually sublime video.” So, please. Don’t share it too widely. But if possible, I want you to watch it more than anyone else. This contradiction is my “honesty.” This item is eligible for “Convenience Store Pickup.” Click here for details. Feature: Comprehensive AV Group [Mousouzoku]—Here’s Our Top Pick!